Sunday, March 20, 2011

Bursting Seaweed

Yeah, I know that I've been putting a lot of posts up for only 2 days, but I just have to say this.

First, seaweed mango balloons are delicious and taste good with pomegranate Fro-Yo.

Second, there are some people in this world that I just can't understand. I'm not going to name any names, but they always say the thing that will actually get me mad. They always assume the things that affect me the most. They always insult my friends who they do not understand. They always think they are better than people. But the thing that I hate about them the most is the fact that they are perfect reflections of me.

Third, one of the things that I fear the most in THIS WORLD (no emotional tragic thing) is if I get a contract from a publishing company to write another book (WAAYYY in the future) and I miss the deadline. I have a few ideas of why I might fear this so much, but not really enough for a scientific theory. I have always been bad at evening out work throughout a large period of time. I always end up doing it last minute. I don't think I could do that with a novel.

Fourth, I can't imagine living without my best friend. She is my inspiration. This may sound creepy, but I'm trying to work out the difference between love and friendship (I do NOT mean this in a creepy way). Whenever I have to turn a critical eye towards her, I end up overlooking something without knowing it because in my eyes, she is already perfect. I can't stand it when someone takes her for granted. I want to wrench those people (see thing number two) apart and force my knowledge of her on them. I want them to feel everything she's felt and choke it down with arsenic sauce (sorry, that's just my nature). I am ranting SOOO much. Here's where I feel bad because I might be doing some of the things I hate the most... I'm sorry, CENSORED, CENSORED, and CENSORED! Yeah, I did just censor their names. I don't know, maybe there are three, maybe there are more...

Thank you for reading this entire tiresome post (if you did), I know this is just a whole lot of rant, but I needed it. I've been holding that back for a while. IT GROWS LIKE MEDUSOID MYCELIUM IN THE BRAIN!!!!!!!!!!! That was a Series of Unfortunate Events reference, sorry.

3 comments:

  1. Lily, oh, Lily. I wish I couldz help. But, JS, if you think you're a 'reflection' of those people you censored out (LOL, btw) then you're looking at the wrong mirror, girlfriend!

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  2. Oh, and they're called mango poppers. and is 'evening' even a word? (When not used in context of the time of day.)

    Oh, and clarifying my last comment, it's just like you're looking at those funky mirrors in a house of mirrors. y'know what i'm talking about.

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